ADD

I decided today that I needed to get rid of anything that reminded me of anything else. Everywhere I look I see only something that represents or tries to tell a story or tells me that it plus me could equal something I want, you know? nothing that just is. I want it all to just be and stop putting up fronts. I need these colors gone and the fancy wrapper and the way it's lying to me. It's all lying because it needs to be loved.
The garbage bag is growing full and all of these symbols of food and paper and ideas are pressing at the sides with their sharp edges, trying to tear the sack. The plastic stretches and changes color as it's pushed. Poked. Prodded.
From the inside.

Just take it outside, put it in the can, and start over without all of this shit cluttering your desk.